Heeeey my lovelies! You might remember this blog where I explained how my life wasn't going the way I wanted it to go. Well, that's putting it simply. Maybe it's more complicated than that. Anyway, I decided to take a big leap of faith. I took it upon myself to get rid of what made me sad. Above everything else, I simply want to be happy. I want to wake-up every morning and feel like I'm doing something right. Blogging feels right. I love blogging. I love writing, taking photographs, creating contents and sharing it with you. I love talking with you, reading your comments. Ultimately, I would be lying if I claimed that I didn't wish it to be a job. However, my blog is clearly not anywhere near that. And that's okay. I got a little out of topic, sorry for all the rambling. July and june have been pretty tough on me. As I took it upon myself to make some changes in my life. I've had to go back to my parents' house after five years away - and yes, it has not been a piece of cake. I've left one of the nicest cities. I kissed goodbye to my independence and my city life to get reunited with my 'country life'. I've had to deal with (p l e n t y of) setbacks. Nothing is going right. I don't feel like my life is back on tracks or that I even have my sh** together.

It's not what happens, it's how you handle it.
I need to make up my mind. For a while, it felt like my brain was frozen. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't think. My head was deep in the dark clouds. Do I try to find a job or do I keep studying ? Do you I try (again) to get into a course that will be more 'me' or do I leave for another country ? I've been absolutely lost. I've been failing at pretty much everything for the last two years. It has been exhausting. Trying and failing. Trying my best and failing yet again. I have this habit of giving my whole to everything. Even if I hate what I'm doing, I will give it my whole. So what should you do when you keep falling ? Do you get back up and keep fighting or do you just give up and surrender ? How would you handle it ? Would you settle? When life throws a curve ball at you, what do you do ? I don't want to get into too much details but I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life. As I'm getting one step closer, life pushes me to the side. All my attempts to move on keep failing. I feel stuck.

Radiate kindness, work hard, follow your heart,
speak the truth and laugh out loud.
Life is never easy. It keeps you on your toes. It rattles you. It certainly made me realize how important it's to be grateful. I've been incredibly lucky. This year, I've been able to travel to a few different cities. I've been able to grow and work on my blog. I've met amazing people along the way. I trust my guts and my guts are always right. I've learnt how important it's to cherrish the little things. The little things like good health, spending time with my cat in the morning, lazy days in the sun, afternoon walks in the countryside, time spent with old friends and family. In the end, all is well. Everything could be worse. I need to accept that I can't win at life. I can't have it all.

I strongly believe that we should be kinder to each other. We can never know what's going on in the mind of those who surround us. Being understanding, accepting and respectful are essential qualities. I wish more people were trying to be good. I wish we were more understanding, loving and respectful of each other. I wish being different wasn't so criticized. I don't understand people who judge others without knowing their stories or those who believe they're better than the rest of us. I will never understand or tolerate those who judge a book by its cover. They are worthless - a waste of human life.

Do your thing and be happy for those who get the chance to do what they want to do. Nowadays, it's sooo rare to see someone doing something they want to do. Or maybe, it's just me ? I've noticed that passionate people are hard to come by. Don't fucking judge others for doing what feels right for them. We are all unique and different. Don't appologize for who you are.

I'm a firm believer of this thing called Karma. You get what you deserve. Yet, why is it that this world is filled with succesful assholes ? Do you have to be an asshole to succeed in life? Then, I guess I'll never have the life I've been dreaming of. I guess I will never make it. I'll never have my dream job, my dream flat, my dream life. I guess it's not written in my stars.

I'm not sure yet, if I should give up on my dreams.
I've never been much of a dreamer and yet, I've been dreaming of a different life for myself.

How do you deal with setbacks? What is toughest thing you've had to deal with? What's your life story? What are your dreams?
Thanks for reading this nothingness of a blogpost and I will see you on Monday! ♥

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New month, new opportunities. Well, fingers crossed. I don't know why but I love the month of May. It is usually full of Spring days : warm (but not too warm) and sunny days. You can feel the wind in your hair and stop and smell the flowers. if you feel like you're in a cartoon. You can feel Summer approaching slowly. Well, this year, it seems to be cold and rainy but well, who knows life is unpredictable. So, here’s what’s been going on with me lately…

01. I've been preparing a giveway to celebrate and honour all those years and your support of Serenbird. I can't tell you more right now but I'm sure you'll be please by what's in store :)
02. I'm spending my weekend with my bestfriend. We are going shopping. So you know, what that means.... A NEW HAUUUUL COMING UP SOON!
03. In June, I'm doing a "vide dressing" - as we call it here! I'm so excited :) I've never participated to an open air jumble sale! I've been to several events like this one but I've never really been a part of it. I've also been planning a trip with one of my closest friend! I can't wait! :D
04. The year is almost over and I can't wait to be able to do what I like. I have big plans for next year and nothing that includes teaching! I feel like this year has been sooooo long. This will be damn great. I cannot wait! * yes the cat is out of the bag *
05. I'm going to try and find a job as well. I'm sooo happy about that. After spending a whole year without a job, I simply can't wait to go back out there. Anyway, as my course is over I will be able to get more blogging related things done. I'm soooo sooo cheerful about that!

Thanks for reading! ♥ And you, what are your hopes and dreams for May ? What do you wish for ? What's new with you? x


Un nouveau mois, de nouvelles opportunités. Du moins, je croise les doigts. je ne sais pas pourquoi mais j'ai toujours adoré le mois de mai. C'est habituellement un mois très printanier : chaud mais pas trop et très ensoleillé. On peut sentir le vent, les fleurs et s'arrêter tranquillement dans un parc. On sent l'été qui approche doucement. Enfin, cet année est assez froide et pluvieuse... Enfin, qui sait, peut-être que la roue tournera. La vie est imprévisible. Donc voilà ce qui est nouveau ce mois-ci.

01. Je prépare un concours en l'honneur de Serenbird. Je ne peux pas vous en dire plus pour l'instant mais j'ai vraiment très hâte de pouvoir le faire! Je suis sûre que vous serez contentes :)
02.Je passe mon week-end avec ma meilleure amie. Nous avons prévu de faire du shopping... Vous savez ce que cela veut dire... UN HAUL EN PRÉPARATION!
03. En juin, je participe à un vide dressing près de chez moi. C'est la première fois que je tiens un stand dans un événement de ce genre! J'ai vraiment très hâte :) J'espère retrouver certaines d'entre vous!
04.L'année scolaire est presque terminée et je vais bientôt pouvoir faire ce que je veux. J'ai de gros espoirs quand à l'année prochaine et rien de tout cela n'inclut la formation que je fais en ce moment. J'ai hâte de dire au revoir à cette étape de ma vie... Oui, le secret n'en est plus un. Cependant, ce n'est sûrement pas une surprise... Cette année a été très longue pour moi!
05. J'aimerais également trouver un travail. Après avoir passé plus d'un an sans travailler, je n'ai qu'une hâte : retrouver un job. D'ailleurs, je pourrais enfin consacrer plus de temps à mon blog! Et ça, c'est vraiment le paradis!
Merci pour votre lecture, mes amours. Et vous, quoi de neuf? Quels sont espoirs et envies pour le mois de mai? ♥

Hello lovelies ! I had this funny idea the other day. I was actually wondering if we all thought the same thing while doing our makeup. We might be thinking the same thing or maybe not… I guess we will never know… Wait ? You can know what goes through my mind while I’m doing my makeup. And let’s just agree that you have to share your thoughts as well, okay ? Deal. I’m counting on you to share your thoughts! Nonetheless, I hope you can relate to some of the following thoughts… *awkward silence*


What about you ? Do you share similar thoughts or not ? Share your thoughts with me ☺ x


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Coucou les filles ! L’autre fois, j’ai eu cette idée amusante. Je me demandais si nous pensions toutes la même chose lorsque nous nous maquillons. Peut-être que nous pensons la même chose ou peut-être que ce n’est pas du tout le cas ? J’imagine que nous ne le serons jamais… Enfin, peut-être que c’est possible.
Vous, en tout cas, pouvez savoir ce qui me passe par la tête lorsque j’applique mon maquillage. Et mettons-nous d’accord sur le fait que vous devez partager vos pensées avec moi également, okay ? C’est décidé. Je compte sur vous pour partager vos pensées. Néanmoins, j’espère que vous partagerez quelques unes de mes pensées… *silence gênant*

Et vous, quelles sont les pensées récurrentes qui vous passent par la tête ? En avons-nous en commun ?
Partagez vos pensées avec moi ☺ x