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Heeeey my lovelies! You might remember this blog where I explained how my life wasn't going the way I wanted it to go. Well, that's putting it simply. Maybe it's more complicated than that. Anyway, I decided to take a big leap of faith. I took it upon myself to get rid of what made me sad. Above everything else, I simply want to be happy. I want to wake-up every morning and feel like I'm doing something right. Blogging feels right. I love blogging. I love writing, taking photographs, creating contents and sharing it with you. I love talking with you, reading your comments. Ultimately, I would be lying if I claimed that I didn't wish it to be a job. However, my blog is clearly not anywhere near that. And that's okay. I got a little out of topic, sorry for all the rambling. July and june have been pretty tough on me. As I took it upon myself to make some changes in my life. I've had to go back to my parents' house after five years away - and yes, it has not been a piece of cake. I've left one of the nicest cities. I kissed goodbye to my independence and my city life to get reunited with my 'country life'. I've had to deal with (p l e n t y of) setbacks. Nothing is going right. I don't feel like my life is back on tracks or that I even have my sh** together.
It's not what happens, it's how you handle it.
I need to make up my mind. For a while, it felt like my brain was frozen. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't think. My head was deep in the dark clouds. Do I try to find a job or do I keep studying ? Do you I try (again) to get into a course that will be more 'me' or do I leave for another country ? I've been absolutely lost. I've been failing at pretty much everything for the last two years. It has been exhausting. Trying and failing. Trying my best and failing yet again. I have this habit of giving my whole to everything. Even if I hate what I'm doing, I will give it my whole. So what should you do when you keep falling ? Do you get back up and keep fighting or do you just give up and surrender ? How would you handle it ? Would you settle? When life throws a curve ball at you, what do you do ? I don't want to get into too much details but I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life. As I'm getting one step closer, life pushes me to the side. All my attempts to move on keep failing. I feel stuck.
speak the truth and laugh out loud.
Life is never easy. It keeps you on your toes. It rattles you. It certainly made me realize how important it's to be grateful. I've been incredibly lucky. This year, I've been able to travel to a few different cities. I've been able to grow and work on my blog. I've met amazing people along the way. I trust my guts and my guts are always right. I've learnt how important it's to cherrish the little things. The little things like good health, spending time with my cat in the morning, lazy days in the sun, afternoon walks in the countryside, time spent with old friends and family. In the end, all is well. Everything could be worse. I need to accept that I can't win at life. I can't have it all.
I strongly believe that we should be kinder to each other. We can never know what's going on in the mind of those who surround us. Being understanding, accepting and respectful are essential qualities. I wish more people were trying to be good. I wish we were more understanding, loving and respectful of each other. I wish being different wasn't so criticized. I don't understand people who judge others without knowing their stories or those who believe they're better than the rest of us. I will never understand or tolerate those who judge a book by its cover. They are worthless - a waste of human life.
Do your thing and be happy for those who get the chance to do what they want to do. Nowadays, it's sooo rare to see someone doing something they want to do. Or maybe, it's just me ? I've noticed that passionate people are hard to come by. Don't
I'm a firm believer of this thing called Karma. You get what you deserve. Yet, why is it that this world is filled with succesful assholes ? Do you have to be an asshole to succeed in life? Then, I guess I'll never have the life I've been dreaming of. I guess I will never make it. I'll never have my dream job, my dream flat, my dream life. I guess it's not written in my stars.
I'm not sure yet, if I should give up on my dreams.
I've never been much of a dreamer and yet, I've been dreaming of a different life for myself.
How do you deal with setbacks? What is toughest thing you've had to deal with? What's your life story? What are your dreams?
Thanks for reading this nothingness of a blogpost and I will see you on Monday! ♥
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Heey my lovelies! I think it's about time we catch up. Here’s what’s new with me lately…
1. On the first weekend of July, I went to a lovely wedding. ♡
2. I went back to my parents' house and it went better than expected.
3. I worked with a lot of lovely people to bring you more content on Serenbird this month! It was such a good experience. I was so happy to work on my blog and meet amazing people! ♡
4. I finally feel like I'm taking back my life. I've had a pretty busy and amazing month. I've been loving the end of June. It was tough, I won't lie. I went through some things but in the end, those 2 months were the best I've had this year!
5. I'm so thankful for this. My blog has become a huge part of me. I want to thank everyone who believed in me and was there with me every step of the way. I want to thank everyone who took a chance on me! A special thanks to my BFF Clara for her help, Lola for her patience and kindness, Louise for believing in me and telling me I'm a pro (sweet lies ahah), Valéry (I don't even know if you read my blog but well...) for reminding me why I began blogging in the first place but also to every brand who worked with me! You are absolute golden. I love all of you so much! I feel so incredibly lucky! To be honest, I still can't wrap my head around the idea that someone could be interested in what I've to say... Thank you for reading me and following me on this wonderful journey ♡
What has everyone been up to ? Thanks for reading ♥
Coucou les lovelies! Je pense qu'il est temps de faire une petite mise au point. Voilà sans plus attendre des nouvelles de ma part ou plus précisément cinq choses positives.
1. Le premier weekend de juin j'étais invité au mariage de mon cousin. C'était chouette ♡
2. Je suis retournée chez mes parents et cela se passe mieux que je pensais...
3. J'ai beaucoup travaillé sur le contenu de Serenbird en juillet. J'ai eu la chance de travailler avec des gens géniaux. Grâce à eux, j'ai pu vous apporter des posts variés et intéressants. Je suis tellement contente d'avoir vécu cette expérience ♡
4. J'ai enfin l'impression de vivre. J'ai eu un mois assez chargé mais tellement génial. J'ai apprécié particulièrement la fin du mois de juin. Ce mois-là a été difficile, je ne vais pas vous mentir. J'ai du faire face à beaucoup de choses mais au final, les mois de juillet et juin sont les meilleurs mois que j'ai vécu cette année...
5. Je suis terriblement reconnaissante pour mon blog. Mon blog a pris une grosse place dans ma vie depuis quelques mois. Je profite de ce moment pour remercier tout ceux qui m'ont soutenu et qui ont cru en mois. Certains depuis le début, d'autres tout récemment. Merci à ma meilleure amie Clara pour son aide, Lola pour sa patience et sa gentillesse, Louise pour croire en moi et me dire que je suis une pro (ce doux mensonge), Valéry (si jamais tu passes par là...) qui m'a rappelé pourquoi j'avais commencé ce blog ainsi qu'à toutes les professionnels avec lesquels j'ai eu la chance de travailler... Je tiens à remercier ceux qui ont bien voulu croire en moi. Vous êtes les meilleurs. Je vous aime fort! Je me sens tellement chanceuse grâce à vous! Je n'arrive toujours pas à croire que quelqu'un puisse lire ce blog... Merci à tous pour votre lecture et votre soutien. Merci d'avoir choisi de me suivre dans cette aventure ♡
Merci pour votre lecture, mes amours. Et vous, quoi de neuf? ♥
You might have noticed that I didn't blog much between the end of March and now, the begining of April. I think it's about time we catch up. Here’s what’s new with me lately…
01. At the beginning of Spring, I got some flowers from the flowers market. They were so lovely and lasted for about ten days! Nolan was very fond of it, as well.
02. My mom stayed with me for a few days. It was so good seeing her! ♥
03. I've been planning a trip to Amsterdam for about a month now. We will be leaving shortly. I'm so excited! I've never been to Amsterdam ... Actually, as you read this post, I'll probably be there.
04. Quite frankly, these last few days have had their ups and downs. I was very sick and tired but thankfully Nolan was always there to cheer me up ahaha. #catsowners I'm still pretty tired. I think I need to have a check up really soon... It took a lot of time and involved a lot of staying in bed but I feel a little better now so that's always good!
05. I got my very first - and last - piercings! I got my earrs pierced on each sides. It was a bit scary but thankfully one of my friends was there with me - to support me with my crazy ideas ♥
What has everyone been up to ? Thanks for reading ♥
01. Au début du Printemps, j'ai acheté des fleurs au marché des fleurs. Elles étaient sublimes et ont tenu presque 10 jours! Nolan aussi les a apprécié aahahah.
02. Ma mère est venue passer quelques jours chez moi. C'était sympa de la voir! ♥
03. Il y a à peu près un mois, j'ai préparé un court séjour à Amsterdam. Je ne devrais pas tarder à partir. J'ai tellement hâte! Je n'ai jamais été à Amsterdam avant cela... Pour tout vous dire, alors que vous lisez ce post, j'y suis sûrement.
04. Pour être honnête, ces deniers jours ont eut leurs hauts et leurs bas. J'ai été très malade et fatiguée. Heureusement, Nolan était toujours présent pour me remonter le moral ahaha (#catsowners) Je suis toujours assez fatiguée... Je pense que je vais devoir aller voir le docteur... Cela a pris beaucoup de temps et a demandé de rester au lit pendant un bon moment mais je me sens déjà mieux à présent! Ce qui est toujours bien :)
05. J'ai également fait mon premier (et dernier) piercing. Je me suis fait percé le deuxième trous des deux oreilles. J’appréhendais un peu mais heureusement mon amie était à mes côtés pour me soutenir dans mes folies :) ♥
Et vous, quoi de neuf? Merci pour votre lecture ♥
Hello everyone. First, I'm sorry for not blogging this week. I've been busy but mostly very tired. I don't feel very well. I'm a bit down on every side. I'm trying to BE POSITIVE but clearly not well enough. It's a whole new chapter of my life. I've been questionning a lot of choices and a lot of things which only managed to bring me further down but anyway I wanted to let you know I'm still here. I still want to blog. I love writing, sharing with you. It allows me to find my own voice. I'm always amazed to see that you do care about anything I write here. I'm always so amazed by the fact that someone reads me. It's crazy. It's absolutely wonderful. I'm so grateful for everything. I'm blessed but yet, I feel sad. How selfish can I be, am I right ? I have no right to complain about my life. And there goes my guilt again. Anyway, you've probably had enough of my last life crisis. I'll soon manage to sit down and write again. I'll let you know, baby birds. By the way, the photograph above was taken in my new flat! Thanks again for reading. I'm sorry again ♥ And don't ever forget that you're amazing!
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} Bonjour! Tout d'abord, je vous prie de m'excuser pour ne pas avoir posté sur le blog cette semaine. J'ai été très occupée mais surtout très fatiguée. Je ne me sens pas très bien ces derniers temps... Je n'ai pas non plus le moral. J'essaie de rester positive mais je ne semble pas vraiment y parvenir. C'est un tout nouveau chapitre de ma vie. Je questionne beaucoup de choses mais aussi mes choix passés. Ce qui m'attire bien sûr du mauvais côté de la balance. Enfin, je ne pense pas que cela vous intéresse énormément. Je souhaitais écrire ce petit mot pour vous informer que je suis toujours là. Je désire toujours écrire sur mon blog. J'adore écrire et partager avec vous. Cela me permet de trouver ma propre voix. Je suis toujours aussi émerveillée de voir que ce que je peux écrire ici vous intéresse. Je suis toujours aussi surprise par le fait que quelqu'un puisse me lire. C'est fou. C'est tellement merveilleux. Je suis vraiment reconnaissante pour tout ça. Je me sens terriblement chanceuse. Je suis chanceuse et pourtant je suis triste. Je suis terriblement égoïste, n'est-ce pas? Je n'ai aucun droit de me plaindre. Et voilà, ma culpabilité qui revient. Enfin, vous en avez sûrement marre d'entendre parler de ma crise existentielle. Je devrais essayer de me remettre à écrire bientôt. Je vous tiendrais au courant, mes oiseaux. Par ailleurs, la photo ci-dessus a été prise dans mon nouvel appartement. Je vous remercie de me lire et je suis désolée encore une fois.. ♥ Prenez soin de vous, les birds. Et vous êtes les meilleurs, ne l'oubliez pas!
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} Bonjour! Tout d'abord, je vous prie de m'excuser pour ne pas avoir posté sur le blog cette semaine. J'ai été très occupée mais surtout très fatiguée. Je ne me sens pas très bien ces derniers temps... Je n'ai pas non plus le moral. J'essaie de rester positive 
Hello my wonderful readers ♥♥ I'm here today for 2 reasons. First of all, it's time for my usual 'quote of the week'. I hope you enjoy this quote, as always it reflects my current mood or/and witty words that deserve to be shared with you. I'm currently moving out to a new city and a new flat. I'm bit stressed out. This whole thing is a bit scary. I didn't plan it to happen but well, here we are! So anyway, this is what you missed and why I have not being blogging a lot lately. Thanks again for caring and being so amazing ♥ You're great and one of a kind. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I love everyone of you. Take care and I'll see you soon x
PS: the picture is mine. It's my parents' little dog. He is an hyperactive and sensitive puppy! Isn't he cute?
“ Letting there be room for not knowing is the most important thing of all. When there's a big disappointment, we don't know if that's the end of the story. It may just be the beginning of a great adventure. Life is like that. We don't know anything. We call something bad; we call it good. But really we just don't know. ”
― Pema Chödrön, When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times
― Pema Chödrön, When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times
Hello lovebirds! Just a quick one, to say I'm still there! I am in over my head with my work and uni. I'm stressing over exams like crazy... I can't remember the last time I slept like a baby. BUT my exams should end on Friday so I'll be back soon, don't worry. I'll follow back everyone and thanks again for your incredible support! You guys are the best people on earth ♡ Take care I love you all ♥♥
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